absolutely infuriating

my sister is ashamed of me

i KNOW. WHY WOULD ANYONE BE ASHAMED OF ME????

she told mdm nor safarina that she DIDNT have an older brother when asked.

fucking preposterous. 

her reason : "im scared afterwards she give me bad testimonial" like, WTF. it doesn't even make sense! 

 i know i might have given nor safarina abit of shit and she got me suspended... BUT, it wont blooming affect my sister unless she takes all her anger out on my sis. which would be sooo cowardly and pathetic, she should resign from being prefects teacher if she cant even handle face to face confrontation. but she wont la, du'uh. she's a good teacher.

BUT, the point is the fact that i dont really have a good reputation in school which kinda led to the fact that i din get picked for house captain. WHICH I WANTED. honest. really honest. =( honest enough to put a saddie. yes, i hereby christen the sign '=(' saddie. u get the message.

bloody prefects and their clean rep. 

so i think its only fair if i have a new years resolution. 

1. get toned.
2. stop lazing around
3. be nice
4. stop insulting sue ann
5. stop insulting jo. (come to think of it, u guys ask for it)
6. stop beating the stick so much
7. stop swearing so much
8. not flunk bm
9. get name on that plaque in the hall for SOMETHING
10. almost forgot, STOP INSULTING XIAN WEI. bOLD, UNDERLINE, ITALLIC

ok, now for the achievable and do-able list

1. not get sent down more than 10 times
2. not get suspended. (this is highly necessary  because my sister and mom have a wager on this one)
3. become mc for concert
4. be more responsible so that UK is within range
5. choose an ambition (i've shortened it down to a few, whic does not include accounts, engineering and whatever that requires me SERVING ppl.)
6. not look like a complete fool when we get SPM results
7. not fail addmaths or chem
8. get gold medal for something this year
9. read more
10. MORE PARTIES. =P
    

that, ladies and gentlemen, shall be reviewed again and again so that you, can remind me in school if i am doing someth particularly f- wait, no swearing. right. uh.. not in par with this new years resolution. 

yours truly,

jchuen.