Thursday 20 March 2008

resurrection

a phoenix rising from its ashes,
a blog brought back to life.
be prepared for its backlash,
i need not say it twice.

how bloody cool is that??

hu misses me?~
EVERYONE
i know.
ok,
dramatic beginning: check
obnoxious self: check
well, to start things off, lets have a little joke!
Confucius say,
if u drop watch in toilet, u have shitty time!
but Confucius also said,
today is the tomorrow you promised me yesterday
which is wise.
i cant stand theft.
yesterday, i experienced it first hand when my rm140 was stolen frm my wallet yesterday.
whoever toke it obviously wanted to rub it in my face for he took the money, left the wallet and had me keep the change.
fucking shit, okay aside frm the fact that i was careless to have put it in my pants and left my pants in class; i find it unacceptable that ppl would go snooping around looking for cash.
where is your moral? THE MONEY IS FOR MY FUCKING MONITOR'S BLAZER.
i cant accept it, all this while i thought all students at wesley were a fine lot and ppl who lost stuff must have just been unlucky.
thanks for killing off that thought.
all this while i have defended my school's name whenever i talk to others abt their school's poor discipline. i have always said that my school is a good school.
but i guess that'll change wouldnt it?

whatever it is, i wonder how the bloody hell does one have the balls to spend the money that was not his, the money that was my fathers, and my father worked hard.

as they say, all things start small, i guess what would have started off as stealing rm140 would eventually lead to bigger things and his/her future is tainted.

blame your parents? please.
i have better things than to blame other sides than the very individual.
i do not understand how ppl can blame their parents. its unacceptable. as an individual, one would have moral standards unless one was fucking raised bby motherfucking wolves.
the brain, no matter how young would know how to differentiate right from wrong.
try it, ask a 2 yr old toddler to push another, and he would refuse.

it is how one ignores his own judgement and becomes as primitive as his predecessors.
in simple words, one's conscience.

if you see a piece of paper drop on the floor right before your eyes, the mind automatically tells you to either pick it up or leave it.
pick it up and immediately, u forget the whole incident.
leave it and u will feel a sense of guilt. it is not overwhelming but it is a tinge of guilt and a little shame.
that is if your normal.
that was just picking up a piece of paper.
what about stealing rm140?
could the same principles be applied?
i wouldn't know.
but i think not,
to begin with, it is not as though the money magically appeared in front of that individual.
he had a completely different mindset.
he had already set his mind to finding some money and stealing it.
so in the beginning, he had already ignored his judgement on what is right and wrong. so there were no two choices of whether he should leave the money or take it.
therefore, he has become as primitive as an animal fighting for its survival in the jungle.
animals, they can come in colourful and deceitful appearances to trick its prey or enemies and ensuring its survival.
survival
does our country and its people look as though we're waiting to gobble each other up?!
why the fuck would you steal money?
you go to a private school, so the question of poverty is out of the question.
you are 16, what would you need that costs so much? and if that individual could think properly, wouldn't his parents suspect anyth?
maybe im just naive but the only valid reason i could come up for this sad son of a bitch is his disillusioned mind tells him that he is amazing when he steals and that he achieves a sense of pride and triumph.
get a life.
sincerely, tjchuen