"Fucking with a rubber is like smelling a flower with a gas mask." - Ata 'Toast' Bozaci. world renown graffiti writer.

its MAY

its May
to be exact its May Day
may you have fun in may
maybe i will
cause some mayhem
with mayonaise
mate with a male mayfly
you better make way.

i have the flu.

its horrible.

Symptoms of influenza can start quite suddenly one to two days after infection. Usually the first symptoms are chills or a chilly sensation, but fever is also common early in the infection, with body temperatures as high as 39 °C (approximately 103 °F). Many people are so ill that they are confined to bed for several days, with aches and pains throughout their bodies, which are worst in their backs and legs.[1] Symptoms of influenza may include:


Body aches, especially joints and throat
Coughing and sneezing
Extreme coldness and fever
Fatigue
Headache
Irritated watering eyes
Nasal congestion
Reddened eyes, skin (especially face), mouth, throat and nose
Abdominal pain (in children with influenza B)[52]

It can be difficult to distinguish between the common cold and influenza in the early stages of these infections,[2] but usually the symptoms of the flu are more severe than their common cold equivalents.

its passed frm mammal to mammal so it must've been passed to me frm someone. hope that someone dies.

on a lighter note,

Manchester United are in the UEFA champions league FINALS.

we come up against Chelsea and i have a good feeling Manchester United will paint moscow RED.

nickelback - Savin me

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[I'm fallin']


Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings
I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth storey
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[I'm fallin']

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

Hey!All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'

And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[I'm fallin', I'm fallin']

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for meSay it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me.

ok, i'll post since noone else will.

honestly theres nothing to post abt.

oh yeah, check out the nice little vilage of "fucking"


sincerely, TjChuen

pffffftshiiit.

Apologize

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize,

it's too late I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I'd take another chance,

take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

(But that's nothing new)

Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say Sorry like an angel,

heavens not the thing for you,

But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I said it's too late to apologizes,

it's too late

Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize,

it's too late I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late I said it's too late to apologize,

yeah yeah I said it's too late to apologize,

a yeah

I'm holding your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground...

"rope"? "ten feet of the ground"? "cut u down"?

im pretty sure it means this

yeap.

anyhow dled their album.

couldn't help but to think that they sound like a very emo, more punk-ish, Coldplay.

im sorry i cant help it. it just sucks.

resurrection

a phoenix rising from its ashes,
a blog brought back to life.
be prepared for its backlash,
i need not say it twice.

how bloody cool is that??

hu misses me?~

EVERYONE

i know.

ok,

dramatic beginning: check

obnoxious self: check

well, to start things off, lets have a little joke!

Confucius say,

if u drop watch in toilet, u have shitty time!

but Confucius also said,

today is the tomorrow you promised me yesterday

which is wise.

i cant stand theft.

yesterday, i experienced it first hand when my rm140 was stolen frm my wallet yesterday.

whoever toke it obviously wanted to rub it in my face for he took the money, left the wallet and had me keep the change.

fucking shit, okay aside frm the fact that i was careless to have put it in my pants and left my pants in class; i find it unacceptable that ppl would go snooping around looking for cash.

where is your moral? THE MONEY IS FOR MY FUCKING MONITOR'S BLAZER.

i cant accept it, all this while i thought all students at wesley were a fine lot and ppl who lost stuff must have just been unlucky.

thanks for killing off that thought.

all this while i have defended my school's name whenever i talk to others abt their school's poor discipline. i have always said that my school is a good school.
but i guess that'll change wouldnt it?

whatever it is, i wonder how the bloody hell does one have the balls to spend the money that was not his, the money that was my fathers, and my father worked hard.

as they say, all things start small, i guess what would have started off as stealing rm140 would eventually lead to bigger things and his/her future is tainted.

blame your parents? please.
i have better things than to blame other sides than the very individual.
i do not understand how ppl can blame their parents. its unacceptable. as an individual, one would have moral standards unless one was fucking raised bby motherfucking wolves.
the brain, no matter how young would know how to differentiate right from wrong.
try it, ask a 2 yr old toddler to push another, and he would refuse.

it is how one ignores his own judgement and becomes as primitive as his predecessors.
in simple words, one's conscience.

if you see a piece of paper drop on the floor right before your eyes, the mind automatically tells you to either pick it up or leave it.
pick it up and immediately, u forget the whole incident.
leave it and u will feel a sense of guilt. it is not overwhelming but it is a tinge of guilt and a little shame.

that is if your normal.

that was just picking up a piece of paper.

what about stealing rm140?

could the same principles be applied?

i wouldn't know.

but i think not,

to begin with, it is not as though the money magically appeared in front of that individual.

he had a completely different mindset.

he had already set his mind to finding some money and stealing it.

so in the beginning, he had already ignored his judgement on what is right and wrong. so there were no two choices of whether he should leave the money or take it.

therefore, he has become as primitive as an animal fighting for its survival in the jungle.

animals, they can come in colourful and deceitful appearances to trick its prey or enemies and ensuring its survival.

survival

does our country and its people look as though we're waiting to gobble each other up?!

why the fuck would you steal money?

you go to a private school, so the question of poverty is out of the question.

you are 16, what would you need that costs so much? and if that individual could think properly, wouldn't his parents suspect anyth?

maybe im just naive but the only valid reason i could come up for this sad son of a bitch is his disillusioned mind tells him that he is amazing when he steals and that he achieves a sense of pride and triumph.

get a life.

sincerely, tjchuen

dirt in our wallets.

ok im back.

ok, the next time u open ur angpow which wud be tmr or so, dont be suprised, i repeat DONT be suprised if u open ur angpow and think that ur money has been vommited on by someone who has an appetite for that blue yucky kuih that u can get in pasars.

instead rejoice! for ur uncle/aunty/daddy/mommy was free enough to be out trading in their old notes for the new one instead of worrying abt out country's dire situation.

but while we are still on subject of dirt, i will explain why i think the new 50 dollar note is dirt

b4 that, lets take a trip down memory lane.

this was our first 50 dollar note.

i must say our 2nd one was really beautiful. rich with malaysian culture. excellent.

our third one, i must say, we cut down alot on the malay culture part but it looked abit more modern.

and then, in 1998 there was a draft, an idea to release a new 50 dollar note. it looked like this

its made of the same material as the 5 ringgit note. a change of colour, definitely an improvement. and that was exactly 10 years ago.

10 years after, we drop the motherload of shitloads.

brace yourselves.

taadaaaa. yes i can hear the *gasps* the *groans* and the all so recognisable *WHATTHEFUCK*
ok, im not art critic but i think i know fucked-up when i see fucked-up.
lets see, we'll start at the top left and go clockwise.

ok, i see the borders, its greeny/dirty yellow which totally clashes with the blue of the note. and the note itself, it goes frm light ugly to darker. and WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT UGLY PAINTING OF THE HIBISCUS ABOUT? was the country saving money on artists? did u guys pocket 90% of the budget?? fuck man, the red clashes and stands out on the blue background like fking acne on an already fked up face. it even looks like we took a few pointers frm the 1950-s.

but wait, there's fking more.

ok, dont get me started, the 50 sign at top right is either wrong colour or the country is really cutting back on funds. and that picture, that picture. UGH. did u hafta frame it??? kelapa sawit and molecules in the fking middle?? ok either we're trying to say we're a country that is all abt botanism or we're fking blind and confused coz we're not either. and the font of out number 50 is fking ugly. im telling u since the 2nd note, we've gone downhill like shit. GOD IT SUCKS BALLS.

thank u.